Feliz Navidad 2011 Part 1

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I've been doing a lot of things by myself lately. It's all cuz Regal has stolen Vince away from me and I am forever upset. I understand he's busy, but understanding doesn't make you feel better. And I know he would rather hang out with his work buddies than with me and that does hurt my heart a little. I always thought of myself as a loner and I actually enjoyed being by myself but now, as I have suffered through prolonged loneliness, I realize that I do not enjoy it at all. I mean, I'm not gonna go insane if I dont talk to or hang out with someone, but I dunno. It's kind of interesting. Mostly, I miss my family. I haven't seen them in about 4 months and that's a long time. I feel this big ball of emptiness in my chest when people talk about their parents or siblings or even boyfriends (now) and all I have to talk about is Nimbus MY CAT. Sure, my mom and siblings drove me insane but that's what family does. I'm hoping that I can go see them soon. I dunno, I've just been super sad lately. I think Christmas in general makes me sad because it doesnt feel like Christmas. I know I've said this rant before, about how Christmas in Mexico is a million times better than it is here (and it's true) but, yeah, it's true. I wish I could re-create that awesome atmosphere at my house but I can't, because a lady and her cat cant have a warm and loving Christmas alone. And it doesn't help that Vince keeps reminding me that Christmas is cancelled because he's too busy for it :( Anyway, the cancellation of Christmas and the lack of family or holiday cheer hasn't stopped me from trying to create some holiday fun for myself.

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I wanted a real Christmas tree, but I am not just a lonely cat lady, I am a broke ass lonely cat lady, so I "borrowed" this pre-lit tree from the promo room at work. It's tiny, but what it lacks in size it makes up for with those awesome presents! It's the pinkyest tree I have ever had! The presents are empty... for now. Vince has been so busy with work he hasn't even complained about how small and fake and pink the tree is!

Disneyland is the happiest place on earth and it's also the most Christmasy place on earth! It was so beautiful there last night when I went with some of the San Marcos gang. We didnt get to go on It's a Small World because the line was HUGE, but we did get to see the cool light show! It was nice to be out and about on a Friday night like a cool kid.

Joanne told me about this super cool house in Nellie Gail that puts on a Christmas lights show to music! So I drove on over there and checked out all the awesome super NICE and HUGE multi million dollar homes all decked out in Christmas decor. Nellie Gail is where all them rich people live, mhmm. The outside of the house was awesome! They had a scrolling message thingy on top of that Christmas tree and you could text messages to it so I texted "Merry Christmas from Maritza and Nimbus!" you can't see in in this picture cuz I'm so far away but that's what it says!!

The family that puts on the light show encouraged people to go into their house to see their awesome decorations and OH MAN it was great. It was SUPER strange at first cuz here I am, all by myself, going into the house that belongs to rich white people. The house was AWESOME. The first thing you see is this upside down Christmas tree, which seemed kind of satanic to me in a way D:

The entire house was covered in mini Christmas towns like this one. They were really elaborate and awesome and they had themes! There was a Charlie Brown one and a Disney one and a Jesus one lolol.

This was on of their many rooms, which I guess was actually like a second living room or something I dont understand rich people houses but this tree was so cool!!

This was the entry way where the stair case is, pretty shnazzy.

This was from Dr. Seuss town.

Yup, I had a good time. There was one house on the same street that was just the most beautiful house I had ever seen. It was decorated so nice! I didnt take a picture of it but hopefully one day I can have a house like that! So those were my Christmas adventures for the week. Coming up soon is our holiday party at work, GINGERBRAWL, Christmas itself and then the most depressing day of all, New Years Eve! See ya'll soon!